I'm in, wife's out

[trc2009]

I think that's why I have to let her be the one to truly do that.

She has been doing her work. I just don't know if she's done or close to being done with her work. Her P.A's have stopped and she said she's going to start going to her I.C. every couple months now instead of twice a month. She is making the changes in her life that she needs to (getting a job, exercising more, becoming less dependent on me doing things for her, etc.).

I don't think she wants to get a divorce. I think just think she's seen that she doesn't need me for her to be happy (which I shouldn't be responsible for her happiness). And she's afraid that if we are back under the same roof again that it will take away her "happiness." That may or may not happen. At some point if we do R wouldn't that have to be a leap of faith? It may happen this weekend. It may happen three months from now. But at either point wouldn't it still be a leap of faith?

I'm just afraid that she'll extend an olive branch and I'll be too turned around to see it. I've been very confused this week with this. We seemed more like a married couple this week than we have in months.

Trust me, the last thing I want to see is the separation to end and in a month we're back in the same spot we were a month ago when the separation started.