Thanks so much for the feedback, Job. I do have a questions. H said I was emotionally unavailable for the last couple of years. However, he knows that I love him and that I want the R to work even though he says we are done. I do see him for a few minutes almost daily and I have not initiated conversations. Some days he says hi and some days he doesn't. I let him say hi first. I'm pleasant but most days I say nothing other than bye when I'm leaving or answer a questions if he has one. If I do answer the question, I get the old eye roll or look that indicates I'm Satan.

I feel like he left and wants to be on his own. That I just need to be pleasant and leave him alone. I discuss nothing and initiate no contact unless it involves if he is actually coming to pick up the kids. I feel like he if he has something to say, he will say it. If he wants to talk to me he will.

I feel like it is some of my previous behavior but h and I always talked and laughed a great deal. Laughter has not been shared by us in a while:)

I'm just a little out of sorts these last few days. Getting ready to go out of town for work for a few days and just want to get away.

I'm just trying to let him be.



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
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