Although I am familiar with situational depression (the up and down stuff), I was actually diagnosed with clinical depression. Came as a shock to me! Clinical depression is challenging to deal with (If you have been reading Tad's thread, he displays the classic symptoms) because no matter how much you tell yourself to snap out of it, it just does not work that way. But, yes, I am being treated although I have not so far gone to counselling. Thank you so much for your concern.
Nero, you are always so right!
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i don't think about hoping for h. i wouldn't know what to hope. i would have liked to find out he was the same old guy and that that guy was what and who i thought.
i think that ship has sailed- he may just be changed intot his new person and old guy is dead. i feel like that .
Me, too. In my case, with Skippy so long gone, I need to remind myself that even if we started reconnecting, the old relationship is dead. And agree with you about peace of mind. That would be the greatest gift right now. It's a challenge, I am working on it.
For the first time, after he texted, I didn't think to myself, I wonder when I will hear from him again. What does it matter?
Nero, if that cake is chocolate...save me a piece!!
