I haven't pushed making any legal decisions because I have felt like things would escalate quickly. I am just not ready to split time with s. As long as h is in house I don't have to worry about that yet.

I do admit that not pursuing a consult is probably coming from a place of fear. Fear of pushing things past the point of no return. Fear that I am going to hear things I don't want to hear. I do know that I need to get over that and take some control again.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15