Oh Pud, I'm so sorry. When I knew I was ready for the dissolution, I couldn't sleep either. It's been easier since I started the process of sorting through stuff.
I'm just so sorry. What an a$$hole. What the he!!?
I just want to type a string of obscenities about your H. But, I won't.
You will be ok. I know that for sure. In fact, I suspect, once you recover from the shock value here, you will feel those bits of grief over your marriage that you were holding back. And, once you push through those feelings, you will feel free. And, it will feel wonderful. After all this pain, guess what? There's freedom and a new life waiting.
Loads of love to you with tons of hugs and even more hugs.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson