I do put myself down a lot. I think I really need to work on that if I really want a real relationship with anyone. I'm going to work on that. I know that I don't stand much chance of getting the W or anyone else in the future to want to be with me long term if I don't get over this self-esteem issue. I think the self-esteem problem is causing a lot of the other problems I have. As I heard someone else say, "Attitude creates Altitude."
