Pud,
I'm sorry about your situation...but enjoy your trip to NV w/your son, as well as enjoy his birthday.

If he takes the furniture, you then have an excuse to purchase some new things.

Please take care of yourself.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.