Afraid I have waited too long

[nit84]

zew,

Thanks for the 2x4, I still feel I am doing a good job just need a pep talk now and again.

I know this M is over and I am working hard to facilitate a new M with my W. Either way I will be fine. I know that.

The conversation had to be had and there will be more I am sure. I did a great job in my mind anyway this morning.

What I have been posting lately is more my need to know that I am doing everything the best possible way given that each sitch is different.

I am more confident than ever in my self to be able to handle the conflict part of discussions. It is my, In my own head, way of explaining things that causes me to worry and backslide on myself.

I know it could be just the way W takes it that makes it seem like I am not doing a good job of communicating my thoughts or feelings. I understand I don't control that.

What I post on is just venting and brainstorming.

Thanks for keeping me straight!!