Here again, afraid it may be too little too late

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Not doing as well today....too much time on my hands. Focusing on stuff that doesn't matter.

Something the counselor said really is eating at me tho, one of her concerns is the amount of time we've been apart. He told me he came to this decision in Oct, which means he's had 5 months letting go. I think I've been better the past couple of days because I was more hopeful. He came home after not seeing each other for 7 months, and now has basically cut off communication. Although I want to believe there is hope....it seems hopeless. He's done.

J