W said its over - Said I can't change her mind

[Duds3]

I had the sicken task of going to pick up the D papers that were filed by my W. I cant even begin to describe the feeling, I wanted to puked, scream and kick. It had to be one of the lowest feelings of my life.

Somehow, someway I just want my W to slow down with the whole process. I want her to be able to trust herself to love me again. As I read on here, love is strong enough to marry, its strong enough to come back!

I want to say this to her, "Give me an opportunity to demonstrate to you I have changed and will continue to change for you and the better. I will not allow myself to disappoint you. I want us to be a success story."