Time for a new thread. Journal. Today is my birthday. I wa s going to go to the gym before heading to the client. My present to myself was an extra 30 minutes rest today instead. I am tired. I got home late from hockey and life has been busy. I paid the L this week and so the process will progress now.
Looking back at it I realze that my timeline is not complete. W and I stood in the kitchen after a long long autumn of figbting..really longer than that even on thanksgiving eve 2012 and admitted to ourselves and each other that we weren't sure thst we would stay married. Db coaching and work continued throughout the coming
year and ended with the timeline on my signature line. This process is wearing on me.I tired. That's ok to feel. I am feeling less attached today. I am making more plans for a future thst does not inlcude W.
There werwe're feelings of real dislike for her yesterday. I just let them move thru me. I don't like the person she is or has become. Its not nice. She hurt my kids and she hurt me. I don't want her around. For the last couple of days that has replaced sadness. We will see what comes next.
My kids are tsking me to dinner tonigbt. I am excited. It will be a simple quiet place..D16 is still suffering from post concussion symdrome. Lights and noise like we might get at a bigger place like outback. Yummmm.....aren't going to help her feel good.
Have a wonderful day all. I will.
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
Paul, I hope it is a good day. Enjoy the time with your kids! Don't forget to treat yourself a little too!
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
Happy birthday, Paul! Be good to yourself to day and think positive thoughts. Feel happiness
Me:33 H:35 M: 12 years D-15 S-6 Bomb: 6-2013 OW: 11/2013 Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair Kids and I moved back in 12/2013 H moved out 2/2014
Happy Birthday Paul!! Wishing you an incredibly fantastic day!!
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
I can't quote each of you...so I will just post s huge thankd to all of you foe th well wishes. I am at a client snd enjoying the day. D16 and hef Bf esch took time to reach out...my D can into my room early before I left this morning and Bf texted snd called. Thsnk you for reminding me that people care. You guys rock!!!!
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
