Last night my H was back to being weird. He pretty much bolted without saying anything. I won't see him again until Saturday. Just going to focus on my time with the kids and forget about my pouting H.
H and the kids went to dinner with the FIL, MIL, SIL, BIL last night. It made me realize that I really am not part of their family anymore. They really only contact me if they need something (to pick up the kids, to ask for hand me down baby stuff, to help draft a will). They always include an opening line saying that they hope I am doing okay but then transitions into what they need from me. It makes me so sad because I was part of their family for 15 years. I guess that it helps me understand the reality of my sitch
Our schedule switched this week and H has the kids on Saturday. This is then first time that I can't figure out plans with my friends. Two friends just had babies last week. Everyone else is busy with family stuff. Anyone have any ideas for how to spend a Saturday night alone (out of the house)?
