Huge backslide...and as you noted (and have been repeatedly told) you are still acting due to your relationship and not to improve yourself.

We can give you all kinds of grand advice, share horrible experiences, give you new perspective, and guide you in changing your life.

FOR ANY OF THAT TO WORK...YOU HAVE TO DECIDE THAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE...YOU WANT TO GAL....YOU WANT TO DO 180'S....FOR YOU!!!!!!

Reread the rules....Read the books.....Reread your posting threads (I recommend this for everyone....Heck...I still do it)...and look in the mirror.

So what are YOU going to do Recruit?

"Be the changes you want to see in the world"