Well do what you need to do. FWIW, all WAS's say the craziest stuff. After my W went through her episode after several years, I ask her sometimes about the things she said and she tells me that she can't remember. And she's very honest about that. Many other WAS's have done the same. They really don't remember the crazy stuff that comes out of their mouths.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.