Thanks guys, it's nice to know that I'm not alone. A lot of 1st's lately and while they do suck, I am becoming stronger and more independent.

My H seems so distant. I am struggling to see any reality of him returning. He said less than a week ago again, "I just don't see you that way." Frustrating and sad to feel rejected.

His life looks so empty and chaotic. I feel like this sitch has gone past the point of return.


Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014