Magic, No, I'm pointing out that your writing style and thought processes are very different in the February 13th posting and I think you know exactly what you are doing and need to do in your situation.
I think I have figured you out and no, I am not engaging any more today with you. I have given you your ego kibbles for today.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
