I applaud you for continuing the nursing relationship in this tough time. It does keep you 7mo old secure knowing that you will be there. Some like to think infants don't take in these things, but they do.

Does your attorney know you're still nursing? It's akin to denying medical care. I know courts don't often see it as a health issue, but it is.

Most of the legal stuff written on this encourages flexibility and acknowledging the importance of the child's bond with both parents. Can you H see the baby for short periods more often rather than a large block of time? That would best suit the needs of the baby.

Interesting that your H is a politician. This is not a very politic action.

It's a tough spot for everyone.

(((mic)))

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss