Companionship. Is the biggest key here. I live my life very much as I want it now and that parts' great (would be better if I got rid of these debts). In fact I'm finally able to go ahead and do things irregardless of her busy schedule that always had me running around in circles for her.
The only part of my life that's waiting on her is the part where I wake up alone. I don't like it. I got used to it again, don't like it. I really like having a woman in my life.
But then I have to rewind on what it was like with her. She doesn't respect me. She didn't care if I was happy or not. She's one of these "my way or the highway" people and it drove me nuts.
There's so much work we'd need to do if we got together and she's not interested anyway. I'll take your word that the legal route might not be what I'm looking for.
Perhaps it's best to simply move on with my life. I haven't worn the ring in a couple weeks now and I don't plan on putting it back on any time soon.
Again, thanks all for your iput.much appreciated.
Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.
