I have decide to start dating a guy I had been seeing kind of last month. I was confused due to what had been going on with H and feelings I couldn't control. I know feel I am in a better frame of mind to date again. Not serious but at least date and get back out there and get my mind off H. We'll see how that does. I really think I need to move in this time and not try to reconcile with H. I wanted to do whatever it took 7 years ago. I have different feelings this time and a lot of up and down which I know is normal. But I tend to be leaning to the I am lucky for a new start and a new hopefully better relationship. Time will tell....
Funny how last time I could only see the good in our marriage and this time I see and am reminded of all the bad???
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
