"Truthfully, I don't have it in me to wait on her anymore,"
That's why you feel the way you do. You've been "waiting" on her. You're not supposed to "wait" on them to produce an action. You just live and continue to live the way you want to.
But if you're content at leaving, then you should draw up the paperwork and finish the deal.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
