I'm sorry Magic. I'm not posting until you get an assessment. Bingo. Just my two cents. But, it's two cents with lots of experience in this area. May be wrong. But, if I'm right, this problem impacts every other area of your life. And, there's no point arguing, reasoning, talking, analyzing anything else.
I didn't hear you answer any of the questions I posted.
Much love,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
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