Thanks Blinded! I have been finding it is so easy to slip into unhappiness, and other bad thoughts. I just keep pulling myself back up and holding on.
Quiet night with her not here. haven't thought much about what she is doing, more just that I am lonely. I am trying to keep myself busy. Avoiding all that is going on for the most part. My days was long enough as it is, lol.
Me:36 Her:35 together 11yrs M 7 1/2yrs lived together 10yrs 2dogs 2cats Mortgage on a house
bomb dropped 01/12/14 Separate bedrooms/W stays here some nights I want to stay married