I WAS that person to beg and plead and do EVERTHING I could to "fix" the situaion... every situation. You are right, I was apologizing a thousand times. And you are RIGHT, these people were enjoying seeing me suffer while I grovelled. Constantly feeling like I needed to explain myself. Constantly trying to "fix" whatever it was I did wrong. I have tried to explain myself away, many times. I finally am learning to give up. (180) Drunk or not! I now see that it hasn't helped in personal offence.
Thanks again.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
