Honestly, this has been a two time occurance in the last year, due to my weight loss. I have not been like THAT in 20 years... I got sick. Sure, I will watch and be sure to eat before I do that again (reason for both occurances). I was not loud or disorderly. He is out of line. He is not the only friend who was there that night. None of the other friends are giving me grief. Thank you both for the concerns/responses.
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As I have just posted on Luke's thread... I have come to realize I have taken a healthy dose of "OH WELL" .... lets see how this goes. Let's see where this lands. I am not going to fret over the outcome.(new 180)...Same to be said with my R.
I have been "carrying" the weight of our "rare relationship"... I have been honouring it and trying desperately to "save" it. I am exhausted... I am tossing it into the wind. Let HIM "save" it, if he wants it.
I need to know this. I deserve to KNOW this!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
