[BrightFuture]

Portia, Pud, Ab Fab, thanks for positive thought sent my way. I really need them right now. I feel down today. Got a couple rejections on the jobs I applied for. I don’t know what is going on with the market these days. I’m getting discouraged. I need a miracle.

Last Saturday I was invited to a party. The guy who I met more than a year ago at my GF’s pub and who I went to the winery with a few weeks ago, texted me on Saturday and asked if I wanted to go to his friend’s house for a get together party. I thought I needed a little change of the environment and decided to go. I met some new people there and had a good time. The guy who invited me was really attentive and it looked like he was trying some courting. He even tried to kiss me when he brought me back to the parking where I left my car. I have no emotion about this. I’m indifferent. I told him last year that I only wanted the friendship, but I guess he hasn’t given up the hope that it could be more than that. He is nice and caring, but I’m not interested at this time. Thought it felt good to know that I can be back on a dating scene with not much of an effort.

I e-mailed H today about this weekend to let him know that we are coming for the races. I thanked him for making the condo available to us and asked him if he would like me to bring anything. Will see if he replies.

A strange thing happened again. I thought H redirected all his mail to his new PO box, at least for time being, while he in the vacation home. I didn’t see his Playboy magazine last month, so I thought he changed the address. Well, a magazine showed up at my house a couple of days ago. I don’t understand this.

My GF (from the pub) is going to the races this weekend too. She is bringing a couple of people with her, including another guy who I met at the pub and who is supposedly has a crash on me. Oh, yeah, and I am supposed to call a guy who I met last time at the vacation home pool, and who is also interested in a friendship with me. He wants to go to the races with me too. Should be interesting weekend.