I am a pretty sensitive person although I try to hide that. Especially with matters of the heart. Separating myself from the reality of what is happening is pretty hard sometimes.
I always thought that I had a good handle on my emotions, but this sitch completely changed my outlook. Indeed detaching is really hard and I am so trying to not give myself any false hope, because I feel that anything that is not well founded will just crush me later on.
When I think about a happy future now, I think about a little box and place that thought inside. I then say that I will open that box in due time... not now. I feel it helps me a bit
