I'm in, wife's out

[trc2009]

Talking more about social media and what not. I took my kids on a REALLY cool activity on Saturday. Had a bunch of pictures and posted them on Facebook. I had tons of comments about how cool that was and tons of likes. Even comments from her mother. I asked her yesterday if she saw the pictures of the kids. She said "I was with my mom when she was looking at them so I kind of had to look at them." I didn't say anything after that because I knew where it was going to go.

That pissed me off so freaking bad I wanted to vomit. Not because of me, but because she is so closed off towards me that she can't even bring herself to look at pictures of her kids and I doing something fun.

Yet, she has time to like every other picture her convict friend posts on his Facebook page.

It's sad really. I feel sad for her. I mainly feel sad for my kids. Heck, I even feel sad for myself because I wanted to do something good for my kids because lord knows their life has changed dramatically over the last month or two.

I'm not doing well today if anyone can tell. Fortunately, I don't have to see my wife today. But I can't help but think that she's doing EVERYTHING in her power to emotionally distance herself from me so she won't feel as bad about tearing the family apart.