I was very emotional the last 2 months with h. I cried (something I rarely do) and was very open with my feelings. I don't think crying now is the right thing to do in his presence now that he is gone:)
I'm not sure how to work on the emotion thing. I cried when we told the kids he was moving out (this is a man who cried at "The Notebook") and he did not. I know I do need to express my feelings more but I'm not sure how or when to do that.
I was devastated when my Dad died unexpectedly 8 months ago. My Dad and H were always my biggest cheerleaders and now I don't have one. Geex. That made me cry just typing that.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer