"my feelings as my day continues is this "she couldn't care any less if we ever talk or if she ever sees me again for the rest of her life." its like she is doing everything she can to rid me from her memory and pretend like our R never happened. That hurts my feelings beyond belief."
You do understand that YOU are doing this to yourself. Not her. She's not hurting your feelings, YOU are. YOU allow the way you feel. YOU can also NOT feel that way. Understand and respect the fact that it is her decision to live her life the way she wants to, just like how you have a choice to live your life the way you want to.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
