my feelings as my day continues is this "she couldn't care any less if we ever talk or if she ever sees me again for the rest of her life." its like she is doing everything she can to rid me from her memory and pretend like our R never happened. That hurts my feelings beyond belief. I have never been so frustrated or felt so helpless in my life. 27 days ago she is in my lap talking about our future, kids, house to buy, where we will be in 6 months to this current state of filing for D. I cant handle this being the end. Why is she moving so fast? Should I contact her? I have not spoken with her but twice in the last 15 days.

help, any vets out there? in search of much needed answers/help!


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M: 32 W: 26
M 7 months, T 4 years
M: 2nd M
W: 1st M
No kids

living separately 1/26/14
W files D 2/24/14
D final 4/28/14