Don't know if im on the edge anymore or not....

[dingo]

Hey guys - I haven't ditched the board at all. I still read but have just been limiting my posts. I think it helps me to stay off the roller coaster if i don't post and talk about every little thing that happens.

For a quick update, the past couple of weeks have been more or less even keeled. My W and I have hung out 4-5 times and it seems to be going ok. Its pretty 'friendshipy' with not much more. There is the occasional show of affection and mention of us hanging out with her co-workers/talking about us/me to her coworkers. Most of the time it feels really good and natural when we hang out but sometimes it feels a little weird. I don't have any idea of whats going on with the OM. Haven't asked, haven't snooped, haven't spied....

She is still attending meditation sessions with her therapist, is looking into a stress-reduction clinic and is reading recommend books. I still get the feeling that she's looking for an epiphany or some other flash of inspiration to tell her what to do but whatever - ive stopped trying to get into her head.

The most significant development for me is that I have started to develop an interest in someone else. So I am trying to be very careful and deliberate with what I do over the next few days/weeks...