journal: the gym was great today. it helped with relieving stress. Birthday is coming up on Thursday. I have dinner at outback with my kids. they actually set aside time for me this year. It felt strange. normally, I'd be given a time slot to work with and W made it clear that it was more a burden to go to dinner and we had to 'fit it in"....

I have to learn to accept things and be comfortable with people wanting to give things to me. I'm not yet.

hockey playoffs for S12 tonight. hockey Friday, Saturday and Sunday too this weekend. Wow. We're having fun.

me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14