No lie what she did to me bother me. The way she did it, the selfishness, the unkind words said to me, the manipulation, lies and her plans with OM to get a car from me. The car seat in the garage now. I cried every time I take a look at it. I planned on putting it for sale this week. I've no need for it. I bought it out of love for my family, not knowing the whole thing was planned. She never thought about our little girl once. She never thought about the impact of a divorce on a young little girl. She never thought about all the love and care I showed her. How can a woman be this selfish and heartless. Money meant to be saved towards our D college fund will now be spent on hotels stay, renter car and unnecessary legal fees. I don't get it. I'm sad and just need to vent. Everything around the house remind me of us, I think about what we used to share. I think about all the big plans of visiting my country. I think about vacations and road trip planned with families. Going out is sometime difficult because I see someone that looks like her or wearing something similar to a dress or scarf I bought for her. Breaking up is hard, destruction of a family is even worse. The pain and headache is crazy.
