You're not the bad guy. Not even close. If he wants it gone, then he needs to sweeten the deal and make it worth your while. Put on your business hat.
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I also try to deny/suppress that I still dream & pray that the monster comes home.
Ain't nothing wrong with this B. We are a special breed, us women who love addicts. We see through the disease and that's nothing to be ashamed of. Pray for him to come home someday. Miracles DO happen. I know you have a hard time believing this. But, REALLY!! It happens. Just don't put your life on hold waiting.
I pray every night that Smokey will face his addiction and get honest with himself. Every night. And, maybe, one day, he will get it. Ya just never know.
Love ya,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
