It was a good dinner with my girls! Wished my son would have come but he wasn't feeling well.

I started thinking about all the crap other people go thru in life, death of spouses and children for one, and how many people I know that have gone thru this and realize I need to start picking myself back up.

My biggest worry right now is my kids, they really have no idea. H would like to think that this is better for the kids because we "fight too much" but it really isn't. They don't see our R as bad....just another justification for him I guess!


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since