Thanks Georgiabelle, I see we are on a similar timeline, you're just a bit ahead of me. Last night was the hardest, today I did not cry at all. I've been reading these boards for a few weeks now after getting my DR book. Today I rearranged furniture, cleaned house, decluttered the kitchen and put up a new shower curtain and liner and cleaned bathrooms. Also washed all the bedding and changed bed spreads. I kept busy all day changing the house up a bit for ME. I colored my hair, I already lost 20 lbs and felt strong today. He called to make arrangements to pick up the last of his things tomorrow. I only said "hello" and he talked and I said "ok" and then "bye". I know I probably shouldn't have answered the call. He is like a stranger now. I will continue to GAL and I'm not contacting him. Acting "as if" he won't come back because I know in my heart he may not. Still hoping though. Thanks for listening, i'm going to go read more of my homework now!!
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
