thanks everyone. h is on his way over to 'talk' . I know, I have been here before.
he dropped off his work paperwork showing the changes coming in his job. I guess we will discuss this and how it impacts the kids.
D has already been filed( back in Oct)
temp orders drafted but no movement other than that.

I will listen. validate.
I do feel h will do right by us financially. I think he feels tremendous guilt.
I do GAL. I recognize that I am not detached.
All of my core friend group are intact marriages. My siblings have great spouses.
In our society D has just become the new normal...that is what I don't like.
I know my positives. I know joy and happiness. I know I did not fail at this. I have waited, been kind, been patient
I will/do miss h.
I trust in God

ok, wish me luck.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13