Blinded, I know its easy to loose hope and to loose sight of a good outcome. Just November my W was saying she didn't want anything to do with me or even talk to me unless it was about our S.
Bunches thank you. She reiterated tonight that she believes that all hope is lost so there is no need to try. We will just live together in the same house until the end of the school year, and then we will see how things will turn out. However, she said, her mind is fixed on splitting.
I pray to God that something will change and that we will manage to go through the summer together as well, and then who knows... But I am so lacking in strength and courage... I have decided that I will do what I can for myself, and that the rest is the will of God. I have never been a religious person, but at this time when everything is in His hands, I decided to listen to my heart, and open it to His Grace.
I will keep posting on how things go, and thanks for all the support. You guys are keeping me alive here.
