What do YOU think it accomplishes? You have a sound mind, you sold a vehicle and help run a successful business, so YOU must have some thoughts about stuff.
My thought: It accomplishes a lot by showing that you have a life without H.
Good job selling a vehicle!!!
Magic, you are a separate human being. And, from what you've posted, it sounds like you are very entangled with your significant other(personally and financially).
It's time to start thinking about you, separately from him. You are a separate person. What he does, doesn't do, feels, thinks, says, believes, drinks, eats, etc... is irrelevant right now. Frankly, all the aforementioned isn't any of your business right now. It's his business.
Your business is just what you posted above. What you did today, what YOU plan to do and how you plan to do it.
Stop obsessing about him and start living your life. I think if you begin to post more about you and much, much less about him, you will see more people engaging in your journey.
Start using your own fabulous brain. You can figure this stuff out just like the rest of us did...with lots of backwards steps, forwards, up, down, inside out...
It was really scary when I made the realization that I was alone in this world. I always thought my H would be there through thick and thin. I saw him as my life vest. I clung to him for dear life. That was unfair to him. When I started to act on my own accord and make decisions for me without thinking about how EVERYTHING would impact our marriage, him, his life, that's when I began to grow and push forward.
You can do this.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
