Well one thing you can count on with your H, he is consitantly, inconsistent.
You sound like like you are seeing him in a new light, like your fog has lifted. I really liked your post about how you see your life now. Very positive and true. It inspired me.
M45 H46 M16 yrs D17, D10, D7 DB 1-23-2014 H filed D 2-14-2014