Julie - Your post about going home to an organized house made me LOL at my desk. Glad I was the only one left at the office
Bug - Your post meant a lot. You are right. I do deserve so much more than my H has offered me the past few years. I need the reminder that my H is not the only person deciding if he wants to be M. I have to really evaluate whether I want my H in my life in a role other than co-parent. I know that I have control over my future. If I decide that I want 4 kids, I can make that happen with or without H or another guy for the matter. Heck, there are celebrity moms out there that had babies on their own without a guy in their life. Not saying that I would do it, but the option is out there. While I can't force H to remain married to me, I can control the remainder of my life. I just have to make sure that I am not letting fear dictate my decisions.
