He has packed up tonight, this is really hard to watch. I'm really trying to be strong and not cry. I don't want him to see me crying or sad about it. Trying to detach. Not sure what I should be doing. I knew it was coming but didn't realize how hard it would be. Tomorrow maybe I can start to heal. Just having a pity party right now
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
