LFW, Blues and Bug - Thank you so much for your advice and words of wisdom. LFW - I love you explanation for DTR.

I have reached the point of accepting that my old life is no longer available to me. For the first time in a long time, I am just trying to live in the moment and love my little guys with everything that I have.

I am struggling a bit today. My BFF at work had her baby last night and I am now slammed with work since I will be covering most of her stuff while she is out the next 12 weeks. I was already overwhelmed to begin with. I would love to just crawl under my desk (if I can find it under the millions of files that have now been dumped on top of it) and close my eyes and forget about my life for a little bit. I feel like I am being stretched to my limit in almost every aspect of my life. I will keep going but dang I would use a break with something/anything.

Thanks for letting me vent.