A lot has transpired in the last month. I have a court meeting next week in regards to our parenting plan. That caused a little bit of tension with W, but it was manageable. W also contacted me to ask about doing mediation. I think she is ready for this all to be over. She is now fully involved in an open and loving relationship with OM. W's family has accepted him, friends, acquaintances, etc. have as well. They are now a couple, and our marriage has magically been forgotten. So, I figure it is about darn time I get a clue and really move on. It hurts. I am sad about it. I have anger. I don't think it's fair to daughter or myself, but it is what it is. I accept that. Sometimes, life just sucxs. The good thing is, now I have all these news tools and insights about myself. I have a better understanding of the role I played in the demise of my first marriage. I am now in a better position to do it right the next time, which is a good thing. I am coming out of this as a better person and potentially a better husband, if that role every presents itself in my life again. I will stay focused on the positives. There are still a lot of positive in my sitch, and I am aware of them.
Tonight, I have a daddy/daughter dance with my munchkin. W is dropping her off (it's wifes week with daughter), which was very nice of her. I need to polish up my dancing shoes. Life as I know it now is already happening. I don't want to miss any of it....
