W said its over - Said I can't change her mind

[Duds3]

My feelings range from sad, disappointed, frustrated, hurt, embarrassed, ashamed, angry, mad, disbelief, and shocked. It makes me angry thinking about her just hanging out with her friends and sitting in her office acting like all is ok. Knowing what she is doing is not right but yet she is so closed-minded to even try and fix things. From what I know if she could, she would never talk or see me again, EVER! It almost seems like she has mentally checked out of the R.

We live in the town she went to college so she still has a close circle of friends she still hangs out with. I have no one in the town that is around my age who I associate with. My friends from here have moved. She has built in distractions, I have to go search for my distractions, I hate that.

She has complete control of the situation right now but I just feel like she is trying to move on with her life in a selfish manner by only worrying about herself. This shouldn't be about me or her, this is about "US".

My last question, our lease runs out May 31. I drive 90 miles round trip to my job everyday. Obviously if this doesn't work, I would want to move closer. As I mentioned yesterday, she has moved some of her things out on Wednesday. How do I handle this situation?