I agree in not telling everybody, I confide in my sister and one good friend. I don't think I would make it thru some days without them. Wished they live closer.
Went to a counselor today, she was ok. Her hours are not conducive for me and it is too long of a drive.
She did say I should tell the kids. Said H left me holding the bag and they may resent me if I don't. Not quite ready for that yet.
He is doing a good job avoiding everybody, not just me. Of course it's easy from the other side of the world.
J
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since