I truly dislike seeing him. But, I feel like I have to, or we won't get anywhere. I guess he really seems gross to me right now. He is NOT someone I would ever be attracted to.
Maybe him being able to be "the good guy" next week will change the dynamic a bit. I need something to shift.
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5