BLECH!!!!

So I just dropped tax stuff to H at work. He came out to the car to get it and turned it in to a chatty "visit". I was expecting to just drop off the stuff and leave- actually I was hoping to just do that.

All of our interactions are so awkward- I hate them! Seriously, I do not look forward to seeing him right now. It's so surreal-he's a complete stranger to me.

When does that go away?

BLECH!


Me: 39
H: 45
Second marriage for both
H left 12/2013
M:4 T:5.5