Hi Nit,

H is still very snippy and angry at me. He mumbles stuff under his breath. Kids and I are doing okay, but I am very concerned about my D9. She is at her grandparents this week so it has just been me and my 2 boys.

H discussed wanting a more "permanent" schedule as he doesn't want the kids to be confused.He also said that he didn't want them to wonder where they would be. Huh? H says some crazy, contradictory things sometimes. He sent me a text yesterday saying that he had kept his promises and has done all the things he said he would. Maybe he had been watching Lifetime movies. Honestly, I didn't respond as I had no idead wtf he was referring to in the text.

Anyway, h always grandstands about how he would never be late but got to the house at 6:15 this am. He said he would be there by 6.

Detachment is going well, but I do need to work on detaching with kindness. I probably come off as a little cold to h since he did refer to me as an emotional desert. I need to work on my empathy and compassion. Admittedly, I've (expletive) in that department.

I see the turmoil in him but that is for him to work on. I gotta focus on me and my little peeps (and my furry peeps). Thanks for stopping by:)



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
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