I like hearing that you had no expectations and just want to enjoy yourself. That's a great feeling to have, no longer allowing someone else's emotions to bring you down.
I have hope for positive things for you.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.